December 2011
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life is just a series of disappointments so choose the one who disappoints the least
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i’m sorry ma,
sorry for failing you
not getting the same grades as you did first sem of university
why am i so stupid?
can’t even get the smallest things right
sorry for getting a boyfriend
and waiting four months to tell you
i actually haven’t told you yet
i hate this
can it all just go away?
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He grew into her arms two, An adder or a snake; She held him fast, let him not go; He was her earthly maick. He grew into her arms two Like iron in hot fire; She held him fast, let him not go; He was her heart’s desire.
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oh I was born of mortal flesh as human as you be until from my horse one day I fell and the fairy queen caught me pleasant is the fairy land but an eerie tale to tell at the end of seven years they must pay a tithe to hell
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i’ve been reading annabelle’s blog again, it’s hard to keep away from someone who was once so dearly loved by another
for someone supposedly traumatised by life, she sure seems terribly idealistic
anorexic, bulimic, cutter, neurotic
all devices to seek attention and pity
as if she never saw how cruel the world can be, the way she prances in her girlish candor, speaking in...
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stop eating
pleasure is pain is pleasure is pain is pain is pain is pain
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0 2 4 6 8 go
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solitude
after the elliptical, and then some more elliptical
i walked back to my room
it took me fifteen minutes to get to the gym, but more than double the time to return
no, it wasn’t fatigue
but there’s a certain calmness that follows being alone that is strangely….addictive
and it’s strange because we spend our whole lives trying to fit in, interacting with our peers
to...
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i just did my resume, shitty grades booooo
but otherwise, hey
you’re actually kinda looking good
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new year's resolutions
1. study hard
2. save money
3. repeat
